Foundation for the Future
I don't know if I can call it writer's block. It's more like my voice has been temporarily silenced as I work through my journey. It's hard to share what you don't know how to express. This year will literally birth joy and pain. Either way I am blessed with the experience. But, how do you explain the pain behind your smile or the joy behind your tears when you only feel it and don't quite understand it? For the first time in a long time, I don't know what my plan is. I am taking it day by day. I can't see the vision of my end goal and although it doesn't scare me, I am not comforted by this state. I am having a baby, without my mother. How do you do that? How do you become a mother without your mother? I truly can't describe this space and in many ways I can't fathom it. It can be a lonely process because no once can fill the space of my mom. So although I travel my journey faithfully I am not sure I walk with confidence. In my attem...