Evelyn's Daughter


In a few days I am gonna celebrate my born day 
the day I came through 
Evelyn's womb 
Telling the world to make room 
For me 
I always thought she would be her to celebrate 
With me 
But its 
Just me 
So I try to reinvent myself 
every year 
resurrect 
born brand new 
Searching my whole soul 
for who I am 
because part of this journey has made me forget 
I am Evelyn's daughter 
not an essence of herbal concoctions 
mixed together to make one feel natural and authentic 
I am Evelyn's daughter 
Born of uncertain future 
My path made through unorthodox measures 
hidden treasures 
and no judgement 
pure love 
This year when i contemplate how to celebrate just being 
I will remember that I am Evelyn's Daughter 
remember to share with my daughter 
what God taught her 
and honor that fact that He chose Me 
to come through Her 


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